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Recap Session 10: March 22nd, 2009

Welcome!
Thank you for taking time to review the recap of Session 8- Discerning God's Call in your life: Profile of a Discerning Life: The Moment of Mission. If this is your first time viewing the blog- Welcome- we're so glad you're here. Please take note of previous sessions as they lay the foundation for the topics discussed in the recap of Session 10. Note also the updates on certain sections of the blog- specifically the "Culminating Service Project" and "Join the Celebration". We're down to the home-stretch here, so please be sure to pick up your travel-sized donations for our hygiene kits and join us on March 29th to pack the kits up.

To augment your Lenten season, please visit our Good Shepherd Prayer Blog. This is a place to post your prayers and know that a community of faith is lifting them up to God. Visit the blog to get all the particulars on joining us for prayer at Good Shepherd on Sunday evenings as well as our 48 hour vigil during Holy Week. "Thank you" to Chuck Bristol for following your heart in leading this ministry.

If you are seeking a community of faith- you are most welcome to join us! We would love the opportunity know you. For more information about who we are- please see our website-www.goodshepherdvancouver.org. Whether you're in the Portland, Oregon/Vancouver, Washington area or far away, please continue to grow in faith with us by checking our blog as we discover more about developing a discerning heart through the lessons of St. Ignatius of Loyola and the Holy Scriptures.

Just a reminder, for the remainder of Lent we will be examining the Practice of Discernment as it applies to our daily lives. This session focusing on the Moment of Mission ( and the previous session of Communion and Commitment), will help you to develop your own "profile" of a discerning life. While there is no one way of living a discerning life, there are people whose life stories reveal what might be called a 'profile of a discerning life'. For Christians, Jesus Christ's life is the ideal example of discernment. Using discernment as a lens through which to view the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus will always add to one's understanding of response to the Spirit's presence and action (Smith and Merz, 2006). As Ignatius has taught us- "Your personal relationship with God must be lived in the world and derived through a process of continual prayer, reflection, and action." The relationships that God has placed in our lives are the experiential context through which we see God. By examining other peoples "stories", listening and observing where they have encountered Christ, we can be more alert to the action of God in our own lives.

Your growing sense of consciousness of discernment can guide you as you more through the Moments of Communion, Commitment, and Mission. Congruence with the qualities found in those moments confirm the authenticity of your discerning ways and refine your appreciation of discernment. Discovering and choosing God's will occasions within you the gifts of compassion, charity, freedom, generosity, peace, joy, hope, decisiveness, and faith. The ways and values of Jesus will become apparent as you lead a life of discernment. (Smith and Merz, 2006).

As we grow in our ability to discern God's call in our lives, it is important to reflect upon how God might ask us to act on His behalf. If we are truly striving to be the hands and feet of Jesus, to do His will and follow Him such that we will experience His presence in our lives and in turn, be "Christ" to those around us. When we finally cooperate with God's will, we discover that we have become persons who have been radically changed and have turned from living according to our own will and wisdom. God's will and wisdom is manifested now by the Spirit at work in the minds and hearts of believers. Faith and trust in God's loving will for the world grounds our confidence as we discern the actions for justice to which the Spirit leads us (Smith and Merz, 2006).

Let's examine more closely the Moment of Mission~

Faith
Discernment builds upon the belief that a provident God guides our lives. Discernment provides a faith-based way of making decisions that are in harmony with God's desires for the world and for ourselves. Having discerned a decision, we must implement it in faith (Smith and Merz, 2006).

Ignatian Insight

"The First Time is an occasion when God our Lord moves and attracts the will in such a way that a devout person, without doubting or being able to doubt, carries out what was proposed." (Spiritual Exercises, 175).

Scriptural Insight

"Then Jesus answered her, 'Woman, great is your faith! Let it be done for you as you wish'. And her daughter was healed instantly" (Matthew 15:28).

"I have prayed for you that your won faith may not fail; and you once you have turned back, strengthen your brothers" (Luke 22:23).

"For by grace you have been saved by faith, and this is not your own doing; it is a gift of God'" (Ephesians 2:8).

Reflection Questions
  • Has my understanding of faith moved from being only an acceptance of truths to a trusting relationship with God as a person?
  • What have the major decisions of my life said about my faith?
  • Am I aware of a shift to making assessments about life not only from a human perspective but also from a faith perspective?
  • In what area of my life is my faith being challenged? What am I doing with the doubts that I have?
  • Who are my friends in faith?
  • Who has modeled a faith-filled life for me?
  • What role did faith play in bringing you to Good Shepherd?
  • Do we find opportunities to share faith in a prayerful setting with each other?
  • Does our shared experience nourish and challenge our faith?
  • How much effort am I making to integrate my faith into my decisions and actions regarding family, church, national, and world justice issues?
Spirit-Filled
Discernment of spirits is a process guided by the Spirit. Jesus Christ, present now through the action and gifts of his Spirit, shows us how to be attentive to, but not burdened by, seeking God's will in daily life. The grace and gift of discernment also helps us to recognize influences which are not of God (Smith and Merz, 2006).

Ignatian Insight
"Once he (Ignatius) was going out of devotion to a church situated a little more than a mile from Manresa...and the road goes by the river. As he went along occupied with his devotions, he sat down for a little while with his face toward the river which ran down below. While he was seated there, the eyes of his understanding began to be opened; not that he saw any vision, but understood and learned many things, both spiritual matters and matters of faith and of scholarship and this with so great an enlightenment that everything seemed new to him. The details that he understood then, though there were many, cannot be stated, but only that he experienced a great clarity in his understanding. This was such that in the whole course of his life, after completing sixty-two years, even if he gathered up all the various helps he may have had from God and all the various things he has known, even adding them all together, he does not think he had got as much as at that one time" (Autobiography, 30).

Scriptural Insight
"The spirit of the Lord shall rest on him, the spirit of wisdom and understanding, the spirit of counsel and might, the spirit of knowledge and the fear of the Lord" (Isaiah 11:2).

"This is the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees him nor knows him. You know him, because he abides with you, and he will be in you'" (John 14:17).

"By this we know that we abide in him and he in us, because he has given us of his Spirit" (1 John 4:13)

Reflection Questions

  • What does it mean to me to be filled with or to experience the Spirit?
  • How are the gifts of the Holy Spirit operative in my life?
  • What is my usual reaction to feeling "blank, or dry, or confused, or without understanding? Is trust in the Spirit a part of that reaction?
  • What patterns and thoughts indicate to me that I am open to the Spirit? Led by the Spirit?
  • What environmental conditions seem necessary for me to be attentive to the Spirit in myself and in others?
  • What is my reaction when I am in the presence of someone who clearly is attentive to the Spirit?
  • In what ways do I reverence the Spirit in another person?
  • Do we as a church, ask the Spirit to guide our conversations and deliberations?
  • What qualities characterize our interactions when the Spirit is active and heeded?
  • Am I growing in a consciousness that the Spirit is always creating and re-creating the world?
  • What global issues seem to be ones in which the Spirit is always creating and re-creating?
Actions for Justice
In a world crying out for just women and men who do the just thing, discernment must play a critical role. Discernment helps us to be attentive to the movements of consolation and desolation so that we can choose the option for justice that will give glory to God and also keep us grounded in our personal Christian identity (Smith and Merz, 2006).

Ignatian Insight
"To ask for interior knowledge of all the great good I have received, in order that, stirred to profound gratitude, I may become able to love and serve the Divine Majesty in all things" (Spiritual Exercises, 233).

"There is not sufficient time to do everything" (Spiritual Exercises, 233).

Scriptural Insight

"Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, and before you were born I consecrated you; I appointed you a prophet to the nations.' I said, 'Ah, Lord God! Truly I do not know how to speak, I am only a boy.' The Lord said to me, 'Do not say, "I am only a boy"; you shall go to all to whom I sen you, and you shall speak whatever I command you. Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you to deliver you...Now I have put my words in your mouth. See, today I appoint you....to pluck up and to pull down , to destroy and to overthrow, to build and to plant" (Jeremiah 1:4-10).

"Give justice to the weak and the orphan; maintain the right of the lowly and the destitute" (Psalm 82:3).

"If you amend your ways...act justly one with another, do not oppress the alien, the orphan, and the widow, or shed innocent blood...then I will dwell with you forever and ever
" (Jeremiah 7:5-7).

"Do you love me?" And [Peter]said to [Jesus], "Lord, you know everything, you know that I love you." Jesus said to him, "Feed my sheep" (John 21:17).

Reflection Questions
  • Has my justice grown to include mercy and compassion?
  • In my conern for justice, how do I move from sentiments and words to faithful action?
  • What is my motivation for joining others in actions for justice?
  • How Do my family adn work circumstances call me to act for justice?
  • What have been the implications for justice in the decisions we have made as a parish in the last six months?
  • Are we as a church becoming more just in our actions?
  • What local injustices bother us enough to move us to some action?
  • What openness do I need in order to understand how injustice can inhabit the systmes of which I am a part?
  • Is justice the lens I use to view other races, classes, and world events?
Attentive to Facts
Effective discernment is often dependent upon the quality and adequacy of the information that is gathered and reflected upon for the sake of making connections and seeing relationships among facts. With a full understanding of adequate data, the discerning person can make judgments that are appropriate, timely and just (Smith and Merz, 2006).

Ignatian Insight
"As the pilgrim was about to set out (for his native air), he learned that he had been accused before the inquisitor, with a case brought against him. Knowing this but seeing that they did not summon him, he went to the inquisitor and told him what he had heard...Would he please pass sentence. The inquisitor said it was true there was an accusation, but that he did not find anything of importance in it...nevertheless, Ignatius again insisted that the case be carried through to the sentence. As the inquisitor excused himself, he (Ignatius) brought a public notary and witnesses to his house, and obtained a testimonial on this whole affair" (Autobiography, 86).

"It should be presupposed that every good Christian ought to be more eager to put a good interpretation on a neighbor's statement than to condemn it. Further, if one cannot interpret it favorable, one should as ho
w the other means it. If that meaning is wrong should correct the person with love; and if this is not enough, one should search out every appropriate means through which, by understanding the statement in a good way, it may be saved" (Spiritual Exercises, 22).

Scriptural Insight

"Solomon loved the Lord...At Gibeon the Lord appeared to Solomon in a dream by night; and God said, 'Ask what I should give you.' Solomon said, 'You have shown great and steadfast love to your servant my father David, because he walked before you in faithfulness, in righteousness, and in uprightness of heart toward you' and you have kept for me this great and steadfast love, and have given him a son to sit on his throne. And now...you have made your servant king in place of my father David, although I am only a little child' I do not know how to go out or come in/ Your servant cannot be numbered or counted/ give your servant therefore an understanding mind to govern you people, able to discern....'" (1 Kings 3:3, 5-10).

"I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans....to give you a future with hope. When you search for me, you will find me; if you seek me with all your heart, I will let you find me, says the Lord." (Jeremiah 29:11, 13-14).

"I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the sharing of his sufferings...Not that I have already obtained this or have already reached the goal; but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has made me his own...forgetting what lies behind and staining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal...in Christ Jesus...if you think differently about anything, this too God will reveal to you...let us hold fast to what we have attained" (Philippians 3:10-16).

Reflection Questions
  • What are the resources for reliable information which I have learned to use?
  • Are there some people whom I often turn to reliable information? Why do I do so?
  • Am I faithful to attending to the thoughts and feeling which occur as I consider new information? Do I notice an increase in interior freedom as I do so?
  • What do I do when information challenges my prior opinions or convictions?
  • Consider a relationship- Have we learned to share information freely with each other while also respecting the confidentiality required by other relationships?
  • Do we make our decisions based upon full information even when further information may slow our decision making process?
  • Are we free enough to ask someone we don't know well for the information we may need?
  • Are we open to relevant information that may at first seem foreign to the matter we are discerning?
  • In light of our varied gifts, what distinct role does each of us play in gathering, reviewing, and assessing the significance of the information?
  • How does my use of the media and electronic resources aid or hinder a careful discernment process?
  • Am I ready for a discerned decision that may place me in a counter-cultural stance?
To Sum Up
The Moment of Mission we finally cooperate with God's will and discover that we have become persons who have been radically changed and have turned from living according to our own will and wisdom. God's will and wisdom is manifested now by the Spirit at work in the minds and hearts of believers. Faith and trust in God's loving will for the world grounds our confidence as we discern the actions for justice to which the Spirit leads us (Smith and Merz, 2006).

Let us Pray

Lord, grant that in the Moment of Mission we continue to place our faith in God who has created, redeemed, adn sanctified me through the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus Christ. May we deepen our faith in the Spirit acting within us at the present time and space.. May we be alert for the opportunity to act for jsutice within the circle of my relationships and influence. And finally, grant that we might be open to gathering and reflecting upon all informaiton taht is relevant and available for a decision- so that we might do Your will. All this we ask in Jesus' name. Amen.

Recap Session 9: March 15th, 2009

Welcome!
Thank you for taking time to review the recap of Session 8- Discerning God's Call in your life: Profile of a Discerning Life: The Moment of Communion. If this is your first time viewing the blog- Welcome- we're so glad you're here. Please take note of previous sessions as they lay the foundation for the topics discussed in the recap of Session 9. Note also the updates on certain sections of the blog- specifically the "Culminating Service Project" and "Winter Hospitality Overflow Thank You". We're down to the home-stretch here, so please be sure to pick up your travel-sized donations for our hygiene kits and join us on March 29th to pack the kits up.

To augment your Lenten season, please visit our Good Shepherd Prayer Blog. This is a place to post your prayers and know that a community of faith is lifting them up to God. Visit the blog to get all the particulars on joining us for prayer at Good Shepherd on Sunday evenings as well as our 48 hour vigil during Holy Week. "Thank you" to Chuck Bristol for following your heart in leading this ministry.

If you are seeking a community of faith- you are most welcome to join us! We would love the opportunity know you. For more information about who we are- please see our website-www.goodshepherdvancouver.org. Whether you're in the Portland, Oregon/Vancouver, Washington area or far away, please continue to grow in faith with us by checking our blog as we discover more about developing a discerning heart through the lessons of St. Ignatius of Loyola and the Holy Scriptures.

Just a reminder, for the remainder of Lent we will be examining the Practice of Discernment as it applies to our daily lives. The next two sessions focusing on the Moments of Commitment and Mission ( Last week being the Moment of Communion), will help you to develop your own "profile" of a discerning life. While there is no one way of living a discerning life, there are people whose life stories reveal what might be called a 'profile of a discerning life'. For Christians, Jesus Christ's life is the ideal example of discernment. Using discernment as a lens through which to view the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus will always add to one's understanding of response to the Spirit's presence and action (Smith and Merz, 2006). As Ignatius has taught us- "Your personal relationship with God must be lived in the world and derived through a process of continual prayer, reflection, and action." The relationships that God has placed in our lives are the experiential context through which we see God. By examining other peoples "stories", listening and observing where they have encountered Christ, we can be more alert to the action of God in our own lives.

Your growing sense of consciousness of discernment can guide you as you more through the Moments of Communion, Commitment, and Mission. Congruence with the qualities found in those moment confirm the authenticity of your discerning ways and refine your appreciation of discernment. Discovering and choosing God's will occasions within you the gifts of compassion, charity, freedom, generosity, peace, joy, hope, decisiveness, and faith. The ways and values of Jesus will become apparent as you lead a life of discernment. (Smith and Merz, 2006).

As we grow in our ability to discern God's call in our lives, it is important to reflect upon how God might ask us to act on His behalf. If we are truly striving to be the hands and feet of Jesus, to do His will and follow Him such that we will experience His presence in our lives and in turn, be "Christ" to those around us, we must first take a look at ourselves and the gifts God has bestowed upon us. Reggie McNeal, a guru in church leadership once said that it is imperative that we discover what brings us energy. Recognize that that energy is a gift- and if we are living into our gifts,we will find ourselves feeling joy while serving. In the Moment of Commitment, we find ourselves not only looking at our interior response, but our outward action. Who will you choose to be? For one, I hope to be the person God created me to be. As Dr. McNeal says, "...just in case God had you in mind when He created you" perhaps we should endeavor to be who we were created to be.

Let's examine more closely the Moment of Commitment~

Peace
Especially at times of discernment, one looks for that quality of peace which is the unfailing sign of being united with God and god's designs. in discernments, one must also be alert to the possibility of a false peace which can at times harbor one's resistance to our denial of God's invitations and action (Smith and Merz, 2006).

Ignatian Insight
"In the case of those who are going from good to better, the good angel touches the soul gently, lightly, and sweetly, like a drop of water going into a sponge. The evil spirit touches it sharply, with noise and disturbance, like a drop of water falling onto a stone. in the case of those who are going from bad to worse, these spirits touch the soul in the opposite manner. The reason for this is the fact that the disposition of the soul is either similar to or different from the respective spirits who are entering. When the soul is different, they enter with perceptible noise and are quickly noticed. When the soul is similar they enter silently, like those who go into their own house by an open door..." (Spiritual Exercises, 335).

Scriptural Insight
"For Jesus is our peace; in his flesh he has made both groups into one and has broken down the dividing wall that is the hostility between us. He has abolished the law with its commandments and ordinances, that he might create in himself one new humanity in place of the two, thus making peace...So he came and proclaimed peace to you who were far off and peace to those who were near" (Ephesians 2:14-15,17).

"If you had walked in the way of God, you would be living in peace forever. Learn where there is wisdom, where there is strength, where there is understanding, so that you may at the same time discern where there is length of days, and life, where there is light for the eyes, and peace" (Baruch 3:13-14).

"And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Keep on doing the things that you have learned and received and heard and seen in me, and the God of peace will be with you'" (Philippians 4:7,19).

Reflection Questions
  • What are the signs to me that I am at peace or not at peace?
  • What do I typically do when I am at war within myself?
  • What helps me recognize my need to address the cause of not being at peace?
  • Have I ever had an experience in prayer in which I came to peace about something?
  • Consider a relationship- Am I willing to accept what interior peace or its absence may be revealing to me about my relationships?
  • What effect do stress and anxiety have on my relationships?
  • What helps me to remain peaceful in situations of stress?
  • When has our group experienced moving through struggle to peace?
  • Are we alert to the possibility of being lulled into a false sense of peace by denial of something that needs attention among us?
  • What do I do when my personal inner peace is disturbed by the lack of peace in the world?
  • Which world, national, or church figures have modeled peacemaking in ways that inspire me?
Joy
Joy, a gift of God's Spirit, is the fruit of God's love within a person. It is a sign of consolation and can coexist with the suffering or challenges that are aspects of any commitment (Smith and Merz, 2006).

Ignatian Insight
"Finally, under the word consolation I include every increase in....interior joy which calls and attracts one toward heavenly things and to the salvation of one's soul, by bringing it tranquility and peace in its Creator and Lord." (Spiritual Exercises, 316).

"The First Rule: It is characteristic of God and his angels, by that motions they cause, to give genuine happiness and spiritual joy, and thereby to banish any sadness and turmoil induced by the enemy. It is characteristic of the enemy to fight against this happiness and spiritual consolation, by using specious reasoning, subtleties, and persistent deceits" (Spiritual Exercises, 329).

Scriptural Insight
"The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field, which someone found and hid; then is his joy he goes and sells all that he has and buys that field" (Matthew 13:44).

"[And Jesus said] Very truly, I tell you, you will weep and morn, but the world will rejoice; you will have pain, but your pain will turn into joy...So you have pain now; bit I will see you again, and your hearts will rejoice, and no one will take your joy from you...Until now you have not asked for anything in my name. Ask and you will receive, so that your joy may be complete'" (John 16:20,22,24).

"Although you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and rejoice with an indescribable and glorious joy" (1 Peter 1:8)

Reflection Questions

  • Do I turn to God when I am joyful?
  • Have I ever experienced you and sorrow or pain at the same time?
  • By distinguishing among the various feelings occasioned by a particular event, do I ever discover both consolation and desolation in an experience?
  • Do I pray for joy for myself and others?
  • Consider a relationship- What are some of the ways in which I find joy in my relationships?
  • Can I distinguish between having fun and being joyful?
  • Do we support others when they are rejoicing?
  • How do we respond when we are experiencing both joy and sorrow in our church?
  • Which entertainments and forms of relaxation lead me to true joy?
  • Is the generosity and talent of scientists in their efforts to help humanity an occasion of joy for me?
Hope
Discerning God's will places our hope squarely in God's promise to be with us always. Hope empowers us to move patiently through the various steps of a discernment process with confidence that the will of God will become clear (Smith and Merz, 2006).

Ignatian Insight
"They boarded the pilgrim ship, on which also he brought no more for his maintainence than his hope in God" (Autobiography, 44).

"So at the beginning of the year '23 he set out for Barcelona to take ship. Although there were some offers of company, he wanted to go quite alone, for his whole idea was to have God alone as refuge...he wanted to practice three virtues- charity, faith, and hope. If he took a companion, he would expect help from him when he was hungry; if he fell down, the man would help him get up. and so also he would trust him and feel attachment to him on this account; but he wanted to place that trust, attachment and expectation in God alone" (Autobiography, 35).

Scriptural Insight

"I know the plans I have for you...plans for your welfare and not for harm, to give you a future with hope. Then when you call upon me and come and pray to me, I will hear you. When you search for me, you will find me; if you seek me with all your heart, I will let you find me" (Jeremiah 29:11-13).

"But this I call to mind, and therefore I have hope: The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases, his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. 'The Lord is my portion' says my soul, ' therefore I will hope in your faithfulness. 'The Lord is my portion,' says my soul, 'therefore I will hope in your faithfulness. 'The Lord is good to those who wait for him, to the soul that seeks him. It is good that one should wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord" (Lamentations 3:21-26).

"Endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not disappoint us, becaus
e God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit that has been given to us" (Romans 5:4-5).

"With the eyes of your heart enlightened, you may know what is the hope to which he has called you..." (Ephesians 1:18).

Reflection Questions
  • When have I had to wait in hope?
  • What gives my hope on a daily basis?
    How has my hope been attacked by discouragement or despair?
  • Have I learned the difference between hope and optimism?
  • Consider a relationship- Are my relationships characterized by hope or by cynicism?
  • Do I bring to others a hope that I and they can change and grow?
  • In what settings do I find it difficult to be hopeful? What is this telling me?
  • Consider Good Shepherd- in what areas are there still challenges before us?
  • Are we grounding ourselves in hope as we prepare to address them?
  • In what ways do the world's children both give me hope and challenge my responsibility to give them a hopeful future?
Decisiveness
Discernment is intended to lead to free choices and decisions. Personal choices are fragile human acts leading to decisions that can be powerful in their consequences for ourselves and others. God's steadfast fidelity to us is the source of our confidence in making those discerned decisions (Smith and Merz, 2006).

Ignatian Insight
"The desire to be able to serve God our Lord better is what moves one to take or reject any object whatsoever" (Spiritual Exercises, 155).

"There are three chief causes for the desolation in which we find ourselves. The first is that we ourselves are tepid, lazy or negligent in our spiritual exercises. The second is that the desolation in meant to test how much we are worth and how far we will extend ourselves in the service and praise of God, even without much repayment by way of consolations and increased graces. The third is that the desolation is meant to give us a true recognition and understanding, so that we may perceive interiorly that we cannot by ourselves bring on or retain great devotion, intense love, tears, or any other spiritual consolations, but that all these are a gift and grace from God our Lord..." (Spiritual Exercises, 322).

Scriptural Insight
Now a man came up to Jesus and asked, 'Teacher, what good thing must I do to get eternal life?" "Why do you ask me about what is good?" Jesus replied. "There is only One who is good. If you want to enter life, obey the commandments." "Which ones?" the man inquired. Jesus replied, "'Do not murder, do not commit adultery, do not steal, do not give false testimony, honor your father and mother, and 'love your neighbor as yourself.'" The young man said to him, "I have kept all these; what do I still lack?" Jesus said to him, '"If you wish to be perfect, go, sell your possessions, and give the money to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me."" When the young man heard this, he went away sad, because he had a great many possessions." (Matthew 16-22).

"You did not choose me but I chose you. And I appointed you to go and bear fruit, fruit that will last, so that the Father will give you whatever you ask him in my name." (John 15:16).

Reflection Questions
  • What indicates to me that it is time to make a decision?
  • Have I ever felt the burden of having to make a very difficult decision?
  • What have been the ways in which I have used my gifts and freedom for good decisions? For poor decisions?
  • Do I prayerfully consider my motivation before making decisions?
  • what prevents me from making good decisions and acting upon them?
  • Have I developed a habit of praying about my decisions?
  • Consider a relationship- Does the relationship allow for my good decisions? For the other's good decisions?
  • Am I open to finding new ways of strengthening our relationship?
  • Do I, at times, make unwarranted assumptions about another's decisions?
  • In what circumstances do I tend to surrender to others my responsibility to decide?
  • What is imposing real limits upon our decisions in relationship at this time?
  • What decisions will we need to make in the next six months as a parish?
  • Will it be appropriate to use discernment as the process for coming to the decision? If not, what method will we use?
  • Am I willing to trust and accept the decision of the leadership of our church?
To Sum Up
The Moment of Commitment, the active impulse of the spirit will move us to that loving choice which gives solid expression to who we are becoming as disciples of Jesus. Attention to the interior love, peace and joy which are the gifts of the Spirit takes us to a new clarity about God's will for us. Bringing a discerning heart to the decisions of ordinary days strengthens our hope that God will make us ready to engage in a process of discernment when faced with a significant decision (Smith and Merz, 2006).

Let us Pray

Lord, grant that in the Moment of Commitment, we recognize and reverence the peace that fills us when we are living in ways that are in harmony with God's desires. Provide us with the grace to rejoice in the awareness that God acts within us and in our life situations. May we open ourselves to the outpouring of God's Spirit that will confirm my hope. And finally, help us to accept the significance and consequences of decisions in my life. All this we ask in Jesus' name. Amen.

Recap Session 8: March 8th, 2009

Welcome!
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For the remainder of Lent we will be examining the Practice of Discernment as it applies to our daily lives. The next three sessions focusing on the Moments of Communion, Commitment, and Mission will help you to develop your own "profile" of a discerning life. While there is no one way of living a discerning life, there are people whose life stories reveal what might be called a 'profile of a discerning life'. For Christians, Jesus Christ's life is the ideal example of discernment. Using discernment as a lens through which to view the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus will always add to one's understanding of response to the Spirit's presence and action (Smith and Merz, 2006). As Ignatius has taught us- "Your personal relationship with God must be lived in the world and derived through a process of continual prayer, reflection, and action." The relationships that God has placed in our lives are the experiential context through which we see God. By examining other peoples "stories", listening and observing where they have encountered Christ, we can be more alert to the action of God in our own lives.

It must be noted that sometimes such discernment is a great personal cost. Whether discernment leads to you tension within a relationship or martyrdom as has been the tragic result for so many of our brothers and sisters throughout history; discernment can be a costly enterprise. But, as we learned in the Moment of Struggle, choosing to find interior freedom by cooperating with the action of the Spirit, engaging in the struggle and trusting that God will be in the midst, will lead to conversion and consolation.
Your growing sense of consciousness of discernment can guide you as you more through the Moment of Communion, Commitment, and Mission. Congruence with the qualities found in those moment confirm the authenticity of your discerning ways and refine your appreciation of discernment. Discovering and choosing God's will occasions within you the gifts of compassion, charity, freedom, generosity, peace, joy, hope, decisiveness, and faith. The ways and values of Jesus will become apparent as you lead a life of discernment. (Smith and Merz, 2006).

Let's examine the Moment of Communion-

The Ways and Values of Jesus
As the ways and values of Jesus shape decisions, they also become normative for our decisions. One test of the rightness of a decision is its harmony with gospel values. Loving communion with Jesus is critical at every step in the discernment process.

Ignatian Insight
"Those who desire to show greater devotion and to distinguish themselves in total service to their eternal king and universal Lord, will not only offer their persons for the labor, but go further still. They will work against their human sensitivities and against their carnal and worldly love, and they will make offerings of greater worth and moment...." (Spiritual Exercises, 97).

Scriptural Insight
"You did not choose me but i chose you. And I appointed you to go and bear fruit, fruit that will last, so that the Father will give you whatever you ask him in my name." (John 15:16)
"Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth...For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also...I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing...And can any of you by worrying add a single hour to your span of life?...Strive first for the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. So do not worry about tomorrow....Do not judge, so that you may not be judged..." (Matthew 6:19, 21,25,27,33-34; 7:1).
"Then he said to them all, 'If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me. For those who want to save their life will lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake will save it. What does it profit them if they gain the whole world, but lose or forfeit themselves?'" (Luke 9:23-25).

Reflection Questions
  • What gospel story of Jesus captures for me the invitation to live as Jesus did?
  • Which values of Jesus are especially important to me?
  • Am I willing to abandon a path or line of action that reveals itself to be opposed to the values of Jesus?
  • Consider a relationship- Have I found myself marginalized by others because of my commitment to the person and values of Jesus?
  • Which of the values of Jesus are especially important for me to have as part of my relationships?
  • Which of Jesus' values do I draw upon most in my relationships?
  • What does Jesus' commitment to his disciples say to us about being a group that values collaboration and community?
  • In our group interactions as a church family, do we act according to the values of Jesus?
  • How do I feel about the growing religious diversity in our nation?
  • Which of the values of Jesus do I most want to share with people of other religious traditions?
  • What steps am I taking to become more articulate about Christian values so that I can explain them to others who may inquire about my religious tradition?
  • How do issues of prejudice and injustice command my attention and move me to action?
Compassion
The more that we identify with Jesus, the more we find our heart moved with compassion toward those who struggle in any way. compassion needs to characterize the consideration of the persons and situations in which we are discerning (Smith and Merz, 2006).

Ignatian Insight
"If the giver of the Exercises sees that the one making them is experiencing desolation and temptation, he or she should not treat that person severely or harshly, but gently and kindly. The director should encourage and strengthen the person for the future, unmask the deceptive tactics of the enemy of our human nature, and help the person to prepare and dispose himself or herself for the consolation which will come" (Spiritual Exercises, 7).

"Similarly, this consolation is experienced when the soul sheds tears which move it to love for its Lord- whether they are tears of grief for its own sins, or about the Passion of Christ our Lord, or about other matters directly ordered to his service and praise" (Spiritual Exercises, 316).

Scriptural Insight
"And I will pour out a spirit of compassion and supplication on the house of David and the inhabitants of Jerusalem, so that, when they look on the one whom they have pierced, they shall mourn for him, as one mourns for an only child, and weep bitterly over him as one weeps over a firstborn" (Zechariah 12:10).

"A Samaritan while traveling came near [the man who was robbed, stripped, beaten and abandoned half dead]; and when he saw him, he was moved with pity. He went to him and bandaged his wounds, having poured oil and wine on them. Then he put him on his own animal, brought him to an inn, and took care of him. The next day he took out two denarii, gave them to the innkeeper, and said, 'Take care of him; and when I come back, I will repay you whatever more you spend'" (Luke 10:33-35).

"If the there is any encouragement in Christ, any consolation from love, any sharing in the Spirit, any compassion and sympathy, make my joy complete' be of the same mind, having the same love, being in full accord and of one mind" (Phililppians 2:1-2)
Reflection Questions
  • How do I respond when I become aware of another's struggle?
  • What has helped me to notice God's presence and action in situations of struggle or suffering?
  • What helps me to remember that God works through suffering to bring new life?
  • How does compassion free me to make new choices?
  • Consider a relationship- What effect has receiving another person's compassion had on me?
  • Have we learned to be compassionate toward, but not caretakers of, each other?
  • Have we developed a compassionate attitude toward people in situations and institutions whose limits and sinfulness affect us?
  • Can we bring compassion to bear in those situations when our decisions are the occasion of pain to others?
  • How do I resist being unduly influenced by the harshness which is characteristic of much public debate?
  • What has my experience of travel contributed to my compassionate and just attitudes toward other people?
Charity
A life of charity is the ultimate test of discernment. It will be manifested as we become more and more selfless, faithful, other0directed, respectful, forgiving, patient, just, and caring (Smith and Merz, 2006).

Ignatian Insight
"In this hospice (in Spain in 1535), he began to speak with many who came to visit him, of the things of God, by whose grace much fruit was derived. As soon as he arrived, he decided to teach Christian doctrine every day to children...He also preached...with profit and help to the souls who cam many miles to hear him. He also made an attempt to eliminate some abuses, and with God's help some were set right, e.g., to have gambling banned under sanction. There was also another abuse there: namely, the girls in that region...have become concubines of priests and other men...Much evil results from this custom. The pilgrim persuaded the governor to make a law...so this abuse began to be corrected. He got an order to be given that the poor should be provided for officially and regularly" (Autobiography, 88-89).

"Contemplation to Attain Love, Note: Two preliminary observations should be made. First- Love ought to manifest itself more by deeds than by words. Second- Love consists in a mutual communication...The one who loves gives and communicates to the beloved what he or she has, or a part of what one has or can have and the beloved in return does the same to the lover" (Spiritual Exercises, 230-231).

Scriptural Insight

"Beloved, let us love one another, because love is from God; everyone who loves is born of God and knows God. Whoever does not love does not know God, for God is love. God's love was revealed among us in this way: God sent his only Son into the world so that we might live through him. In this is love, not that we loved God but that he loved us and sent his Son to be the atoning sacrifice fro our sins. Beloved, since God loved us so much, we also ought to love one another. No one has ever seen God; if we love one another, God lives in us, and his love is perfected in us" (1 John 4:7-12).

"Let love be genuine; hate what is evil, hold fast to what is good; love one another with mutual affection" (Romans 12:9-10).

"If I speak in the tongues of mortals and of angels, but do not have love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give away all my possessions, and if I hand over my body so that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing. Love is patient love is kind; love is not envious or boastful or arrogant. Love never ends. But as for prophecies, they will come to an end; as for tongues, they will cease, as for knowledge, it will come to an end. And now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; and the greatest of these is love" (1 Corinthians 13:1-4, 8,13).

Reflection Questions
  • When have I had an experience of God's love moving within me?
  • Do I recognize my experience of "any increase of love' as consolations?
  • What have I noticed about how my love for god has been purified?
  • Consider a relationship- which relationships in my life have been most shaped by an awareness of god's love for us?
  • Has my experience of being loved by others helped me to become more generous in loving others?
  • In which relationships am I most challenged to love as Christ did?
  • If there is a legitimate reason for our group to discuss others, is our conversation marked by charity?
  • Are we charitable to each other even when we are in conflict?
  • What are the signs of growth in charity in our group?
  • What changes in my way of loving the world result from a consideration of the profound interconnectedness of all things in creation?
  • What are my responses when I learn about people entering danger to help another?
Freedom
A faith-filled discernment leads to ever-deepening interior freedom. New areas of "unfreedom" will continually come to our attention. Each awareness will draw us into the life0giving dynamic of Jesus' death resurrection which truly frees us (Smith and Merz, 2006).

Ignatian Insight
"For this purpose- namely, that the Creator and Lord may with greater certainty by the one working in his creature- if by chance the [person] feels an affection or inclination to something in a disordered way, it is profitable for that person to strive with all possible effort to come over to the opposite of that to which he or she is wrongly attached. Thus, if someone is inclined to pursue and hold on to an office...not for the honor and glory of God our Lord or for the spiritual welfare of souls, but rather for one's own temporal advantages and interests, one should try to bring oneself to desire the opposite. One should make earnest prayers and other Spiritual Exercises, and ask God our Lord for the contrary; that is, to have no desire for this...or anything else unless the Divine Majesty has put proper order into those desires, and has by this means so changed one's earlier attachment that one's motive in desiring or holding on to one thing rather than another will now be only the service, honor, and glory of the Divine Majesty" (Spiritual Exercises, 16).

Scriptural Insight
"Then Jesus said to the Jews who had believed in him, 'If you continue in my work, you are truly my disciples' and you will know the truth,and the truth will make you free...So if the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed'" (John 8:31-32,36).

"For freedom Christ has set us free. Stand firm, therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery...For you were called to freedom, brothers and sisters; only do not use your freedom as an opportunity for self-indulgence..." (Galatians 5:1,13).

"Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom" (2 Corinthians 3:17).

Reflection Questions
  • What are signs to me that I am acting with interior freedom?
  • What are signs that I am not interiorly free?
  • In what areas of my life do I need to become more free and trusting of God?
  • What is my experience of using the power I have, whether because of my education, age, income, or networking?
  • Can I remember and draw on memories of times when I was free enough to open myself completely to God's presence and action?
  • What scripture figures give me hope of becoming more free?
  • Consider a relationship- What happens in my relationships when I bring interior freedom to the interactions?
  • What are the signs to me that my lack of freedom is "hooked' to another's lack of freedom? Am I free enough to address this with the other person?
  • How have I learned not to be controlled by others' expectations of me?
  • Are we using our power in healthy ways with each other?
  • Is a spirit of trusting freedom permeating our interactions at Good Shepherd?
  • Are we using power in ways that free and enhance rather than bind or exclude?
  • What situations make me aware of the difference between true freedom and selfish license?
  • What freedom does my economic situation give me? what are the corresponding responsibilities I have?
Generosity
God's grace may empower us to act with more generosity than we ever dreamed would be possible when responding alone (Smith and Merz, 2006).

Ignatian Insight
"I will call back into my memory the gifts I have received- my creation, redemption, and other gifts particular to myself. I will ponder with deep affection how much God our Lord has done for me, and how much he has given me of what he possesses....even his very self..." (Spiritual Exercises, 234).

"One day....a beggar asked him for alms and he gave him a marchetto, which is a coin of five or six quatrini. After that another came, and he gave him another small coin that he had, somewhat larger; and to a third he gave a giulio, having nothing but guilii. The beggars, seeing that he was giving alms, kept coming and so all he had was finished. Finally, many beggars came together seeking alms. His response was to ask pardon, as he had nothing left" (Autobiography, 50).

"Colloquy. Imagine Christ our Lord suspended on the cross before you, and converse with him in a colloquy: 'How is it that he, although he is the Creator, has come to make himself a human being? How is it that he has passed from eternal life to death here in time, and to die in this way for my sins?' In a similar way, reflect on yourself and ask: 'What have I done for Christ? What am I doing for Christ? What ought I to do for Christ?' In this way, too, gazing on him in so pitiful a state as he hangs on the cross, speak out whatever comes to your mind" (Spiritual Exercises, 53).

Scriptural Insight
"For you know the generous act of our Lord Jesus Christ, that though he was rich, yet for your sakes he became poor, so that by his poverty you might become rich" (2 Corinthians 8:9).

"For the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner who went out early in the morning to hire men to work in his vineyard. He agreed to pay them a denarius for the day and sent them into his vineyard. About the third hour he went out and saw others standing in the marketplace doing nothing. He told them, 'You also go and work in my vineyard, and I will pay you whatever is right.' So they went. He went out again about the sixth hour and the ninth hour and did the same thing. About the eleventh hour he went out and found still others standing around. He asked them, 'Why have you been standing here all day long doing nothing?' 'Because no one has hired us,' they answered. "He said to them, 'You also go and work in my vineyard.'

"When evening came, the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, 'Call the workers and pay them their wages, beginning with the last ones hired and going on to the first.'

"The workers who were hired about the eleventh hour came and each received a denarius. So when those came who were hired first, they expected to receive more. But each one of them also received a denarius. When they received it, they began to grumble against the landowner. 'These men who were hired last worked only one hour,' they said, 'and you have made them equal to us who have borne the burden of the work and the heat of the day.'
"But he answered one of them, 'Friend, I am not being unfair to you. Didn't you agree to work for a denarius? Take your pay and go. I want to give the man who was hired last the same as I gave you. Don't I have the right to do what I want with my own money? Or are you envious because I am generous?' "So the last shall be first, and the first will be last." (Matthew 20:1-17).

Reflection Questions
  • What experiences have formed a generous spirit in me?
  • Who are the people who have modeled generosity for me?
  • In what concrete ways do I practice generosity with my time, my presence, my expertise?
  • In what way have I learned to counter the individualistic spirit that can surround me?
  • What do I do with the fear that can get in the way of a generous response?
  • Consider a relationship- What are the ways I bring generosity to our relationship?
  • Am I willing to be generous when another cannot respond with generosity or appreciation?
  • Have we a church family learned the difference between being generous and responding to manipulation or unreasonable expectation from within or from outside the group?
  • Are we generous with our time, expertise, and attitudes?
  • What are my honest thoughts and feelings about programs that call for generosity?
  • What is my motivation for being generous in giving to those in need?
To Sum Up
The Moment of Communion finds us at a deeper level of faith, of interior freedom and of desire to be available for God's plans in our life and relationships. Discernment points our attention toward the qualities of mind, heart and action that reveal the presence and action of God's Spirit within us. Living with the ways and values of Jesus as guide, our choices and decisions must be grounded in compassion, freedom, and generosity, and sustained by hope in God's promises to us (Smith and Merz, 2006).

Let us Pray
Lord, grant that in the moment of communion we may deepen our commitment to live faithfully according to the gospel values of Jesus. Help us to grow in our ability to bring the compassionate ways of Jesus to our judgments about ourselves, others and the world. Grant that we may grow in a mature and steady practice of charity that is selfless, forgiving, and empowering. Provide us with the strength to choose those options that will help us to grow in greater freedom from the attachments, biases, and preferences that block our availability for God's action in our lives. And lastly, help us to be generous in our response to God's invitations whether they come in prayer, relationship, groups, or in the needs of the world. All this we ask in Jesus name. Amen.